AmpedSphinx

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Nightmare in a Dream by AmpedSphinx, literature

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Nightmare in a Dream

Dance the dance of a thousand dreams. Toes gently wander; nothing’s as it seems Moving gracefully around the room, Onlookers stare and swoon The movements and flow go As if every movement was done just so Vanilla and lavender fill the room The dream will be done soon The air is warm and heavy From the dances that have gone on steady The night is slowly closing in Soon, nothing will have ever been. The dance comes to a stop, The gentlemen tip their tops. The warm, golden palace, Soon fills with a feel of malaise. The sun has disappeared beyond the trees, Now is not the time for make-believe. The darkness brings all fear

Imposter in the Sky by AmpedSphinx, literature

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Imposter in the Sky

Staring at the sky I wonder what’s a star Planes disguise themselves as things they’re not Trying to fly high, higher, higher Trying to be a god. The grass underneath me has died and grown cold along with the summer months The days grow shorter, allowing for more star gazing Staring up into the sky I contemplate my life One little star amongst all the planes One little star made my day I want to be that star I want to be that one I want to be the true dulling shining me And not an imposter in the sky.

Fixing the Life I Live by AmpedSphinx, literature

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Fixing the Life I Live

The pain wouldn't go away An uneasy feeling buried deep in my soul The apathy scares me I feel nothing I am empty I am a shell And yet I live In this pain of emptiness I am broken, I know But I care not to fix myself. For if I do, I can look in the mirror. I can finally see the real me. The horrifyingly beautiful truth Will replace the one of shame. But first I must hide. Step down from the high pedestal I've placed myself upon while trying not to crash land Replace it with a better pedestal and climb back on. This daunting task must be completed Even if it means turning my back on the people who helped me up on the fi

Mind Battle by AmpedSphinx, literature

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Mind Battle

Mind won't stop. Don't want to think. "WORTHLESS! INHUMAN!" Stop screaming at me! Make it stop! Cease the pain. But how? Oh no, She looks worried. Flash a smile. "LIAR! FAILURE!" Stop! Please stop tourching me! Numb the mind. Numb me. Want the razor. "SHE'LL SEE!" Fine! You win! I'll suffer my fate! Sweet insanity comes, I weclcome it! "WHAT ABOUT HER?!" So cute, She cares! But can she handle me? "YOU OWE HER!" It's true She saved me before From littler things But honest, crazy me? "SHE LOVES YOU!" I know! It's true! I love her too! But the pain I bring! To her, Kills me! "SELFISH! THOUGHTLESS!" Stop it!

A Forbidden Love by AmpedSphinx, literature

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A Forbidden Love

A forbidden love, that's story tells, the ups and downs, of a forbidden pair. Their love so true, but hid from light, for this lover pair, was a pair of the night. Society shun them, for not being the same. Their parents hated them, for being gay. But hand in hand, they survived. Hand in hand, They're still alive. Their love has saved them, from a terrible death. Their love has put them, in each other's debt.

Somethings Wrong by AmpedSphinx, literature

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Dreaming of You by AmpedSphinx, literature

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Dreaming of You

Every night I try to sleep, Thinking of the day we'll meet. Hand in hand, yours and mine, You're the reason I don't cry. Lips so sweet, pure in spirit. You touch so gently I can't feel it. Without your love, I am nothing, But with you here I'm now something. Hand in hand we keep on walking, Till the sun rises we continue talking. "I love you, baby" he says to me, as we sit by the glistening sea.' Now the dream is at its end, As we go to take our leave and stand I take one last kiss from my lover To wake up under my covers In my dream I walked for miles And I still wake up with a smile

I will be beautiful by AmpedSphinx, literature

Broken Life by AmpedSphinx, literature

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Broken Life

Blackness fills the void, Of a life that was to be, Full of fear and anonymity. Her life is not yet gone, A light you can still see, Though very faint in the nigh'. It pulses evermore, Each time with a softer glow. Her beauty was unchathed, But now it will go. Blood runs down her face, And yet she has made no moan. This beauty once forgotten, And now the world can see, That longing for happiness, Can have a fee. The things that you forget, Are the things that grew to hate. Now love, is nothing but irate. The longing for joy and the pain of tomorrow, Are now her life and her sorrow.

A Killer Lullaby by AmpedSphinx, literature

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A Killer Lullaby

Hush little baby, don't say a word, Momma's gonna kill that mocking bird And if you want to kill some more, Just let the bodies hit the floor, And if your tired after that, We'll both lie down and take a nap. Dream of killing while you sleep, Dismemboring bodies piece by piece. And take pride in what you do, For it could be over very soon. Bask in that dreamful state, For soon it is time to wake. Let's wake up and get some food, And then we'll kill in the afternoon. We'll break that record wait and see. Tie them up so they cannot flee. Bundy better run and hide, MOther and daughter are side by side!

Bloody Nursery Rymes by AmpedSphinx, literature

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
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I'm a college student who's obsessed with historical costuming. I prefer the gothic feel to life, with a few rainbows thrown in here and there. My taste is really eclectic, as is my work.

Current Residence: USA
Favourite genre of music: rock
MP3 player of choice: Iriver Clix
Wallpaper of choice: pentacle
Personal Quote: If life is like a box of chocolate, my box must be nuts.

Favourite Movies

Ginger Snaps

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Jack off Jill, Anti-flag

Favourite Writers

Poe

Favourite Games

KH2

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

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friends, writing, school, wicca

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AmpedSphinx

Jun 1, 2010

New Things Headed Your Way!

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So its summer again!  I have lots of free time on my hands (thanks to nobody around me hiring!)  So I'll be working on some new projects this summer.  Most of them will be historical costuming.  My girlfriend and I started one last summer, and we plan on finishing it this summer.  Also, I was lucky enough to get my hands on a real Regency dress, so I plan on copying the pattern and making that this summer.  Pictures should be up soon!!

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AmpedSphinx

May 13, 2007

Life

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Why can't life ever be easy? Its not fair, lifes going so well, schools almost over, then another bomb blows up in our face. My friends lives are way to complicated, i think most psychatrist would be scared of us.  I cant even focus for my spanish final and my ap chem test. but school doesnt seem to matter anymore. college isnt about getting a good education so i can get a good job its about getting away from this hell hole.  im glad i havent ran away yet :) at least im learning self restraint! i think school is going to be worse without her there, and if the school finds out why and reads the notes, we're screwed.  hopefully the dean will ta

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AmpedSphinx

Apr 30, 2007

School

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Well I have about 4 weeks left of school, which means i wont be paying attention in any of my classes so expect to see some more deviations.  Schools been horrible lately.  I'm not allowed to touch anyone because apparently it means something else when I touch people.  It sucks because now all the teachers are watching me to fuck up so I can get expelled.  I have the AP Chem test in a couple weeks, im so going to fail that.  I dont care anymore. I just cant wait to get out of school!