Why can't life ever be easy? Its not fair, lifes going so well, schools almost over, then another bomb blows up in our face. My friends lives are way to complicated, i think most psychatrist would be scared of us. I cant even focus for my spanish final and my ap chem test. but school doesnt seem to matter anymore. college isnt about getting a good education so i can get a good job its about getting away from this hell hole. im glad i havent ran away yet at least im learning self restraint! i think school is going to be worse without her there, and if the school finds out why and reads the notes, we're screwed. hopefully the dean will talk her mother into letting her stay and not loose her junior year. ugh i hate life.